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I Should Have Just Died

I Should Have Just Died

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Alternative Name: 차라리 죽을 걸 그랬어
Autor(s) : Lina
Status : Ongoing
Genre(s) : Drama, Josei, Mature, Romance, Tragedy
Synopsis:

There was a woman. Born as an illegitimate child and raised under the strict control of the queen, her world was as small as a well.

There was a man. He was forced to marry a woman who was his brother’s political marriage partner. His world, which was infinitely wide, became smaller.

The woman’s original sin, and the man’s resentment. “I should have just died instead…”
Last Update: 3 years ago
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Tags: Abusive Characters, Ancient Times, Aristocracy, Beautiful Female Lead, Blackmail, Death, Death of Loved Ones, Depression, European Ambience, Family, Female Protagonist, Forced into a Relationship, Forced Living Arrangements, Forced Marriage, Handsome Male Lead, Hated Protagonist, Loneliness, Loner Protagonist, Marriage, Misunderstandings, Nobles, Royalty, Secret Identity, Servants, Tragic Past

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Chapter 231 76 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 226 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 225 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 224 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 223 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 222 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 221 85 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 219 91 | 3 years ago
Chapter 218 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 217 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 216 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 215 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 214 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 213 96 | 3 years ago
Chapter 212 95 | 3 years ago
Chapter 211 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 210 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 209 94 | 3 years ago
Chapter 208 91 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 205 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 204 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 203 90 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 201 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 200 88 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 182 79 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 179 76 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 174 83 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 172 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 171 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 170 76 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 168 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 167 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 166 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 165 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 164 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 163 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 162 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 161 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 160 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 159 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 158 96 | 3 years ago
Chapter 157 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 156 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 155 73 | 3 years ago
Chapter 154 71 | 3 years ago
Chapter 153 75 | 3 years ago
Chapter 152 74 | 3 years ago
Chapter 151 73 | 3 years ago
Chapter 150 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 149 70 | 3 years ago
Chapter 148 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 147 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 146 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 145 72 | 3 years ago
Chapter 144 70 | 3 years ago
Chapter 143 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 142 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 141 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 140 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 139 73 | 3 years ago
Chapter 138 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 137 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 136 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 135 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 134 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 133 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 132 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 131 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 130 69 | 3 years ago
Chapter 129 71 | 3 years ago
Chapter 128 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 127 74 | 3 years ago
Chapter 126 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 125 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 124 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 123 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 122 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 121 75 | 3 years ago
Chapter 120 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 119 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 118 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 117 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 116 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 115 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 114 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 113 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 112 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 111 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 110 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 109 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 108 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 107 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 106 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 105 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 104 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 103 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 102 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 101 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 100 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 99 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 98 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 97 75 | 3 years ago
Chapter 96 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 95 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 94 75 | 3 years ago
Chapter 93 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 92 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 91 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 90 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 89 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 88 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 87 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 86 75 | 3 years ago
Chapter 85 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 84: “It’s because I’m sad that you seem to neglect us. Aren’t we a family?” 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 83 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 82 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 81: “Madam!” 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 80 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 79 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 78: However, it is not so regrettable that Seidrick has achieved two big things. 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 77: “That’s why the queen sent a summons yesterday, and the Duke refused.” 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 76 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 75 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 74 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 73: ‘Stupid Alyssa.’ 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 72 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 71 75 | 3 years ago
Chapter 70: “Hmm. Cambridge won the southern iron ore business this time. Do you know that?” 73 | 3 years ago
Chapter 69: He knew she had grown up so sadly. 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 68: Oh! 72 | 3 years ago
Chapter 67 73 | 3 years ago
Chapter 66 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 65: “I’m sorry I didn’t care.” 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 64 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 63: Alyssa pressed on her hat to avoid the bright sunlight. 73 | 3 years ago
Chapter 62: “So there is nothing to worry about, Alyssa. You just need to be still.” 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 61 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 60: Norfe tilted the glass. 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 59: She didn’t want to get that kind of look into her eyes, so she closed her eyes. 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 58: “Alyssa!” 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 57 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 56: “The gift is…” 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 55: On the other hand, Alyssa was thinking a little bit darker than Sasha thought. 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 54: Alyssa sat in the office and stared at the garden blankly. 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 53 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 52: “More than that is impossible for me.” 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 51: “I’m sorry, I worried you after I came back from a very delicious dinner.” 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 50: To him, Alyssa’s life was an unknown world that he could not guess at all. 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 49: The kind look at Alyssa disproved it. 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 48 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 47 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 46: The atmosphere of the banquet hall when Alyssa returned was not very good. 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 45 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 44: “Well, the medicine… with ice…” 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 43 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 42: Alyssa bit her lips. 98 | 3 years ago
Chapter 41 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 40 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 39: “I think it spreads that the madam told to pay the remaining money to the employees.” 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 38 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 37: Seidrick pulled out the cigar and asked. 75 | 3 years ago
Chapter 36 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 35: She felt bitter again. Alyssa shook her head and handed the papers over. 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 34 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 33: “What is it?” 75 | 3 years ago
Chapter 32: “If so, then I…” 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 31: She was just so anxious and wanted to confirm that Alyssa was okay. 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 30: Did you hide any treasure in that garden? 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 29: “Ah, it doesn’t work… Ah! It’s out!” 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 28 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 27 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 26: ‘Useless girl! You are a disgrace to the royal family.’ 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 25 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 24: Seidrick entered the room through the gap Sasha had made. 74 | 3 years ago
Chapter 23: He comforted his sister and headed to her princess’s bedroom. And before that… 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 22 93 | 3 years ago
Chapter 21 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 20: Avery plunged Cambridge into deep sorrow and pain. 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 19: “Me?” 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 18 73 | 3 years ago
Chapter 17: But it’s a wonder if Avery’s forbidden daughter could be of any help. 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 16: When Sasha did not respond, Alyssa lay back with an awkward smile. 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 15: “…Not much. I can do it for you two.” 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 14: Alyssa decided to take the advice of the unknown gardener. 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 13: “Excuse me.” 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 12: Pauline sighed and handed the organized files to Seidrick. 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 11 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 10 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 9: Alyssa took a deep breath and then moved on. 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 8 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 7 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 6: “Iron ore business?” 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 5 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 4: Alyssa sighed. 93 | 3 years ago
Chapter 3: ‘Seidrick!’ 93 | 3 years ago
Chapter 2 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 1 89 | 3 years ago