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I Should Have Just Died

I Should Have Just Died

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Alternative Name: 차라리 죽을 걸 그랬어
Autor(s) : Lina
Status : Ongoing
Genre(s) : Drama, Josei, Mature, Romance, Tragedy
Synopsis:

There was a woman. Born as an illegitimate child and raised under the strict control of the queen, her world was as small as a well.

There was a man. He was forced to marry a woman who was his brother’s political marriage partner. His world, which was infinitely wide, became smaller.

The woman’s original sin, and the man’s resentment. “I should have just died instead…”
Last Update: 3 years ago
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Tags: Abusive Characters, Ancient Times, Aristocracy, Beautiful Female Lead, Blackmail, Death, Death of Loved Ones, Depression, European Ambience, Family, Female Protagonist, Forced into a Relationship, Forced Living Arrangements, Forced Marriage, Handsome Male Lead, Hated Protagonist, Loneliness, Loner Protagonist, Marriage, Misunderstandings, Nobles, Royalty, Secret Identity, Servants, Tragic Past

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Chapter 226 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 225 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 224 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 223 96 | 3 years ago
Chapter 222 94 | 3 years ago
Chapter 221 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 220 91 | 3 years ago
Chapter 219 95 | 3 years ago
Chapter 218 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 217 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 216 95 | 3 years ago
Chapter 215 93 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 213 99 | 3 years ago
Chapter 212 99 | 3 years ago
Chapter 211 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 210 93 | 3 years ago
Chapter 209 98 | 3 years ago
Chapter 208 94 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 206 92 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 202 102 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 172 90 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 170 79 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 168 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 167 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 166 87 | 3 years ago
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Chapter 164 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 163 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 162 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 161 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 160 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 159 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 158 99 | 3 years ago
Chapter 157 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 156 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 155 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 154 74 | 3 years ago
Chapter 153 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 152 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 151 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 150 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 149 74 | 3 years ago
Chapter 148 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 147 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 146 93 | 3 years ago
Chapter 145 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 144 74 | 3 years ago
Chapter 143 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 142 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 141 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 140 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 139 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 138 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 137 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 136 91 | 3 years ago
Chapter 135 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 134 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 133 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 132 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 131 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 130 73 | 3 years ago
Chapter 129 75 | 3 years ago
Chapter 128 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 127 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 126 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 125 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 124 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 123 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 122 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 121 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 120 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 119 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 118 96 | 3 years ago
Chapter 117 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 116 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 115 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 114 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 113 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 112 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 111 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 110 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 109 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 108 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 107 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 106 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 105 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 104 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 103 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 102 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 101 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 100 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 99 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 98 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 97 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 96 91 | 3 years ago
Chapter 95 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 94 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 93 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 92 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 91 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 90 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 89 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 88 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 87 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 86 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 85 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 84: “It’s because I’m sad that you seem to neglect us. Aren’t we a family?” 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 83 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 82 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 81: “Madam!” 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 80 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 79 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 78: However, it is not so regrettable that Seidrick has achieved two big things. 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 77: “That’s why the queen sent a summons yesterday, and the Duke refused.” 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 76 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 75 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 74 91 | 3 years ago
Chapter 73: ‘Stupid Alyssa.’ 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 72 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 71 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 70: “Hmm. Cambridge won the southern iron ore business this time. Do you know that?” 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 69: He knew she had grown up so sadly. 91 | 3 years ago
Chapter 68: Oh! 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 67 77 | 3 years ago
Chapter 66 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 65: “I’m sorry I didn’t care.” 79 | 3 years ago
Chapter 64 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 63: Alyssa pressed on her hat to avoid the bright sunlight. 76 | 3 years ago
Chapter 62: “So there is nothing to worry about, Alyssa. You just need to be still.” 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 61 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 60: Norfe tilted the glass. 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 59: She didn’t want to get that kind of look into her eyes, so she closed her eyes. 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 58: “Alyssa!” 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 57 91 | 3 years ago
Chapter 56: “The gift is…” 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 55: On the other hand, Alyssa was thinking a little bit darker than Sasha thought. 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 54: Alyssa sat in the office and stared at the garden blankly. 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 53 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 52: “More than that is impossible for me.” 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 51: “I’m sorry, I worried you after I came back from a very delicious dinner.” 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 50: To him, Alyssa’s life was an unknown world that he could not guess at all. 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 49: The kind look at Alyssa disproved it. 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 48 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 47 81 | 3 years ago
Chapter 46: The atmosphere of the banquet hall when Alyssa returned was not very good. 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 45 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 44: “Well, the medicine… with ice…” 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 43 82 | 3 years ago
Chapter 42: Alyssa bit her lips. 101 | 3 years ago
Chapter 41 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 40 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 39: “I think it spreads that the madam told to pay the remaining money to the employees.” 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 38 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 37: Seidrick pulled out the cigar and asked. 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 36 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 35: She felt bitter again. Alyssa shook her head and handed the papers over. 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 34 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 33: “What is it?” 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 32: “If so, then I…” 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 31: She was just so anxious and wanted to confirm that Alyssa was okay. 94 | 3 years ago
Chapter 30: Did you hide any treasure in that garden? 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 29: “Ah, it doesn’t work… Ah! It’s out!” 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 28 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 27 80 | 3 years ago
Chapter 26: ‘Useless girl! You are a disgrace to the royal family.’ 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 25 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 24: Seidrick entered the room through the gap Sasha had made. 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 23: He comforted his sister and headed to her princess’s bedroom. And before that… 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 22 98 | 3 years ago
Chapter 21 84 | 3 years ago
Chapter 20: Avery plunged Cambridge into deep sorrow and pain. 83 | 3 years ago
Chapter 19: “Me?” 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 18 78 | 3 years ago
Chapter 17: But it’s a wonder if Avery’s forbidden daughter could be of any help. 87 | 3 years ago
Chapter 16: When Sasha did not respond, Alyssa lay back with an awkward smile. 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 15: “…Not much. I can do it for you two.” 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 14: Alyssa decided to take the advice of the unknown gardener. 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 13: “Excuse me.” 95 | 3 years ago
Chapter 12: Pauline sighed and handed the organized files to Seidrick. 86 | 3 years ago
Chapter 11 94 | 3 years ago
Chapter 10 89 | 3 years ago
Chapter 9: Alyssa took a deep breath and then moved on. 88 | 3 years ago
Chapter 8 85 | 3 years ago
Chapter 7 92 | 3 years ago
Chapter 6: “Iron ore business?” 94 | 3 years ago
Chapter 5 93 | 3 years ago
Chapter 4: Alyssa sighed. 96 | 3 years ago
Chapter 3: ‘Seidrick!’ 96 | 3 years ago
Chapter 2 90 | 3 years ago
Chapter 1 95 | 3 years ago